Born this week, my babies are here and expecting to be a mom is not as hard as I expecting it to be. The feelings I feared wouldn't be here are there and a lot more intense than I expected. One of the babies gave us a scare and my heart dropped. I didn't recover until I knew he was doing fine. I forgot to eat all day and could not focus on anything else. I think things are going to be fine and I can expect myself to take to this with no problems.